Worst

The cold of uncertainties surround me, the hopes in which I seek warmth are now falling short of life.The dreams appear shallower as I feed them of false assurance.

Why am I being so negative? Is it a mere anticipation of what is yet to come or prediction of what is about to come?I don’t have an answer.

My mind tells to my head, “the worst is yet to come. Hold yourself.”
“That too shall pass. Don’t worry”, is what he gets in reply. “It’s only the time that passes. Things remain!” He hits back. I would lie if I deny.


Being oblivious of something is better than knowing and not getting it.” The worst is yet to come” I assure me.

I know

I know that my eyes are gonna follow your footsteps.

I know that my heart’s gonna race faster when I see you.

I know I would be looking longer than usual at your name written.

I know that I won’t be able to stop looking at your face from the corner of my eyes.

I know I’d be trying to behave normal when you are near me. And yes! I know that you ain’t gonna read any of this.

Rather, you are not capable to be in the audience to my heart.

Now, talking about all this is in vain. I know I sound like I am insane.

Crap! Just let it be, like you always do. If I am no-one then who are you? I never expected you to hurt me neither I hope you to make any heal. But just lemme know, how the hell do you stop what you feel!?


Thanks for reading.💫

For this moment..!

There is nothing left for doing any haste,
But nor do I have any moments to waste.
This time, pull me close, hug me tight. Bury me inside.
For this moment which we’ve got, take me with you somewhere out of this world’s sight.
I can hear your heartbeat in my ears. No need to say a word. Let’s be quiet.
Your eyes are all I wanna see, so switch off the light.
We both know that I can’t stay for long,
when I will be gone, you’ll have to stay strong.
So for now,
Make me your weakness and be my strength.

Let’s live in this moment before it becomes a memory.
My song has the lyrics full of pain, it longs for your soulful melody.

For this moment which we’ve got, hug me tight, closer as you can.
Make me lost in you, at a place where you can always find me!!

Thanks for reading!✨


Teri berukhi se hai badii, umar intezaar ki meri!

It’s in Hindi. Too lazy to translate. 😝

This line is not related to this post. It was just that it is ringing in my head for more than a day now, so I wrote it down here for you also to have some pleasure.😅


Nothing special.

Well, I know that I wasn’t active here for past few days. The reason is…I don’t know. Or maybe I do. I was feeling strange for some reason and I literally didn’t feel like talking to anyone. But still I wanted to blurt out what was going on in my head to someone. At last I chose my own self for that. It helped to some extent.

And later I was feeling really lazy to even reply to the comments on my blog. This very fact made it even more sucking.Then I was like…just wait for the right time to come back. RIGHT TIME!!It never really happens. Isn’t it! You just have to collect yourself up no matter what.

And during all this process I missed you all! I wanted to talk to you. I couldn’t wait anymore. I didn’t want to. So finally, here we are.

And I have posted this tonight also because from tomorrow I don’t know how I am gonna feel! Is it just that I am thinking too much or something else?? I have just started to accept a change in my life and after some time I need to adapt to the old ‘n’ new normal back again!  Uff!! How I wish that this night doesn’t end so that I can have some more time like this. Holy crap!I have to see the sun as this night is just so stubborn!

P.S.– From now on, I might not be able to reply to your comments on time or to your posts. But I will try my best to not let this happen. I just hope that this won’t stop you from saying whatever you want to. It’s a sincere request that pleases don’t ask me anything about the last paragraph. I won’t be able to explain any of it. I know you will understand.

Thanks for being here.💫

kiTeS..

Sky felt lonely, so she went up in the sky to give a company. They both enjoyed together.

That’s what the kites thought.

But soon the kite started falling away from the sky, her love! The sky knew that he will be getting another one soon and the kite? She was torn apart, now she is of no use, sadly. She could never meet him again but all she can do is to see him. Maybe.

The kites don’t fly but they are made to. Light shows her the way and the air gives her direction. She tries to be free, and then she gets pulled away in a direction, she doesn’t want to. She resists. She fails. But still she could be seen up there; lost yet present! Ohh!! She looked at the string tied to her, the reason she can fly and not be free. After all, that’s how she is meant to be. Alas! Who says them to be symbolic of freedom?

Man, the kites are meant for flying only. What worth do they have if they can’t even do that? They are never independent, they are held in control always. Is that what they call a destiny!!?

Did I miss it?
Happy holiday fellas!
Uff!
Happy Independence Day, I mean!

Dhanyawaad for reading!💫

Actions or intentions?

Yesterday only, my mother was sitting at the threshold of our house making seviyan from the dough. A man came to her and asked if she has seen any old lady here? My mother replied in negative. He was dressed in grey pants and shirt. He looked tensed and told my mother that the lady didn’t give him the fare. He was an autorickshaw driver and that lady asked him for waiting while she went away to arrange for the change. It was already about half an hour and she hadn’t come yet. What kind of humans are they! These people work all day long in the scorching heat for the sake of money. How can some people run away by taking the money they deserve. Heartless are they. The man cursed her.

The man stood for around five minutes while talking to my mother and then he left.

Few minutes had passed since he gone and an old lady wearing a saree came. Her hairs were greyish and she walked slowly, shifting more of her weight to one side. She was looking for someone. My mother told her that the driver (if whom she is looking for) just left after waiting for her. She looked dejected seeing the money in her hand!!

Now, this whole thing made me think that if our actions are really the proof of our intentions or not. There can be care behind a brutal deed and vice versa. But then, our actions are inspired by the intentions. And still they can be misleading about the same. Argh!! What do you see first, intention behind the action or the action that people do to mean their intentions!?

Will you still love me?

I am not that dancer whose every step drips off the dazzling grace to take your breath away.
I am not that singer who can melt your heart by singing songs of togetherness in her melodious voice.
I am not that artist who can take you by awe by her effortless strokes on the canvas and take you at the place where roses are red and the eyes can witness the most enchanting view.
I am not that writer who can write beautifully about the betrayals of her beloved.
Neither I am that girl who can turn the eyes by the charming spell of her marvellous beauty.

There is nothing great in me having worth falling for. Will you still fall for me?

There may be times,
When you’d need me but I cant be with you.
When you want to hear ” I am there”, but all I can say is just let me be!
Will you still love me?
I may be yours but I can’t be like you, you see.
I can’t be the way you want me to be. Rather I don’t want to.
I don’t know what love is nor I have any to give you.
All I have is a world, painted in black and white containing the crimson streams of pain and melancholy.
Tell me, will you still love me?

Ohh! C’mon, what are you thinking of? Just give me a NO and go away. Let’s make it quick and easy.
But even after reading each word above, if you wanna give me a YES, then don’t stay, please. Coz then you deserve better than me !!

When initially I thought of writing this, I wanted to add some good lines to be the source of hope. At last, thinking hard of it, I decided to go against it and that’s how it is!

Thanks for reading!!💫

Friends!

Friends are the ones whom we just can’t deny.
Coz they are the ones on whom we can rely
They not only provide the shoulders to cry
But also a wide open sky…
For us to breathe, relax and rise high..
Up in the air and fly…
In the space free from judgements and notions
But held with sentiments and emotions.
Till we find the comfort we are looking for
And our tears feel sore!!
Till our hearts are ready to feel and the wounds agree to heal!
A relationship so holy pious, and true
Ohh !
How it would have been if there weren’t you!
Blessed by such amazing friends..
Though
when we’re together ..we become short of our sense!
Let’s all make a promise to never be apart..
And to strengthen the tied strings of heart!
To never forget each other and
to spend the years to come .. together!!
Friendship is good when having good friends..but it gets better when it’s true..and even better when it means YOU!
CHEERS FOR THE PEERS!!🌀

I am grateful to have made some awesome friends hereon WP and you are one of them. Although I haven’t seen you but still there is a connect with you all. I am really happy to have met you, to say the least. Happy Friendship Day!😅

Thank you!

You know what..

You are not a puppet of their expectations,
You are not a piece to fit in the puzzle of their imaginations,
You don’t have to be the answer to their senseless questions,
You are not bound to follow their so called suggestions,
For the wrong you haven’t done, you don’t have to make the confessions,
Those who take you for granted, don’t deserve your care and attention,

You know what
You are an unique creation, and
You are awesome, for your kind information.
You just have to try and become who you want to be,
And remember no one else, but you are the master of your own destiny!

Thanks for reading!💜

I promise…

In front of me, you don’t need to pretend to be okay. I know that you are quiet just because you want to and not that you don’t have anything to say.
And please stop all this fake smiling. As you know what, you are the worst at acting.

Come here. Let’s sit together. Look at me.
No. Don’t stop them from coming out of your eyes. Let them also be free.
Cry, scream or shout if you feel like. For once, just let go of this burden that you carry.
Dear, I know ’tis difficult but you aren’t alone. We will find a way even through this pain and agony.

See those stars, sitting in the lap of that dark sky.
They burn inside but still shine for us to see. Surrounded by darkness all around but the light within them speaks of their glory.
Let’s sit like this till the stars sleep and the sun sets.

The sun, moon and the stars are eternal;
but they can’t be with you whenever you want them to.
Stars will light only in the night and the sun will shine only when it’s day.
But no matter of night and day in your life,
I promise I will be the one to stay!!

Thanks for reading!❤

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