I know that my eyes are gonna follow your footsteps.
I know that my heart’s gonna race faster when I see you.
I know I would be looking longer than usual at your name written.
I know that I won’t be able to stop looking at your face from the corner of my eyes.
I know I’d be trying to behave normal when you are near me. And yes! I know that you ain’t gonna read any of this.
Rather, you are not capable to be in the audience to my heart.
Now, talking about all this is in vain. I know I sound like I am insane.
Crap! Just let it be, like you always do. If I am no-one then who are you? I never expected you to hurt me neither I hope you to make any heal. But just lemme know, how the hell do you stop what you feel!?
Thanks for reading.💫
😍😍
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Thanks Dakshali.💫
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Try illegal substances. I have heard they make you numb. 😛😂😂
Jokes apart, this is a beautiful piece!!!
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Looks like someone is experienced.😜
Thanks Harsh.
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Noo. But I hear things. 😂😝
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I guessed your answer right.😂
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This post is amazing and full of emotion Let me know too when you get the answer.
And since you like conversing in Bengali with me let me say
Eta Darun hoyeche 💜
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Got one answer by Rashmi.
We never stop feeling but just we stop expressing.😊
Onek Dhonyabaad Yeshu.
Ami eta pachanda kari.
Khusii khusi😂
I am glad to have you here, Yeshu!
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Hahaha. Yeah just read Rashmi’s comment. She is so correct.I agree with her
Glad to connect too Chetna
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I also wanna learn Bengali now, I always read Chetna’s comment on your blog and vice versa to see what new is there in Bengali.
Earlier I wasn’t, but now I am fond of this language, I also wanna learn.
Chetna you too speak so well haa ab!
Yeshu ab Meri turn haa!
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Hahaha. You are the sweetest Rashmi and Bengali is one of the sweetest language. Though I am no expert in Bengali I would love to teach you whatever I know.
Ebar tomar turn 🤗
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This time it’s my turn right?
Great I’ll catch you up then.
You teach me.
Indeed it’s sweetest.
I can see Chetna also writing it so well!
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Haha. Yes its your turn. 💜💜
Yes she is doing good.
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Aapnake Dhonnyabaad, Yeshu mam.😂😍
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Lol.. your welcome💜😂
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I have got my Bengali batchmate.😂😂
Noo! It’s hardly some sentences that I know. But we both are gonna make Yeshu do some hardwork for us.😅
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Done😂
Yeshu be ready!
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Haha.. all ready 💜
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This post resonated beautifully 💕
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Thank you so much Hannah!
How have you been?
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I’ve been very good thank you, busy with work but enjoying the lovely weather 😊🌺
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Sounds good!!🤗
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😊😊✨
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Your posts take a gear change, from the middle somewhere and I love that in your writings. Like in this .. after the four “I know”s there is a change in tone! So beautifully written, Chetna!
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Glad you noticed it, HS.
A sharp eye, haan!😃
Thanks for leaving such a feedback.
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☺️☺️
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Wow! Chetna, amazing
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Thanks a lot Era.✨
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Anytime !
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Some answers are always elusive Chetna. Wonderful piece of writing ❣️
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They definitely are!
Thank you very much Radhika.✨
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Just to answer your question!
We never stop feeling, we just stop expressing. This is what I know now. Lovers gonna love all the way.
This is a beautiful poem Chetna, love is overflowing in this.
I absolutely loved each and every line that’s written over here.
Just Beautiful 🙂🙂✨✨
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Ahh! Maybe the feelings don’t leave us. Or maybe they do. Difficult to decide now.🤕
Thanks a lot Rashmiii. It’s an absolute pleasure to know this.✨
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It’s hell difficult, but are we any less strong. We can fight the demons inside and rise back.
Always here for you when you need!
Take care!
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The emotions of your words blossomed like a beautiful rose blooms amidst the thorns. Your poem splendidly described how something beautiful can be created out of a painful experience. Thanks for sharing such a lovely post!
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You at times, make me fly in the sky with your comments. You know that ?
Thank you so much Sidharth.🙈
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We can’t change the feelings we have for someone. But yes we try to suppress them by different ways if we are not destined to be together. But a glimpse at anything related to him/her can again turn on the flood of emotions which we held deep within our hearts. And that’s very normal. Happens almost with everyone. But again the dark clouds of sadness gathers us and we once again we feel that same emotional pain ☹️
But one day when you’ll find someone who will give you the same love in return to what u offer all this pain will soon turn into happiness 😇 and believe me that will be incomparable.
Till then don’t be so harsh on yourself but at the same time don’t let yourself flow into fantasies that can never be fulfilled.
Focus on things you love ❤ to do
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All that you wrote in first paragraph is a truth. We suppress the memories but they do have their way of striking back again.
I don’t wish for that day to come, Komal.
Fantasies are clouded by realities..for good, I guess.😂 I am finding that out still.
Thanks Komal pouring your heart out here. And for your best wishes, like always.💜
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Ah…! The mind knows the right thing to do. The heart doesn’t. The mind tells you to avoid the feelings, but the heart survives on it. Close your eyes, and feel the feelings. That’s the only way your soul can communicate with you…. 🙂
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The heart and mind are hard to be friends. The realities invade when I close them, Sundaram!
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Yes, they do. I agree. We are all on our own there, Chetna. 🤜🤛🤘🍀🍀
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Exactly. We are on our own!!
And when is your next story due for posting??
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You shall have it next Saturday ma’am…😀😀 I shappath…😁🍀🍀
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Me is coming theree!!!😂😂
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Sure, you’re welcome Chetna…but it’s the friends wala post I decided to post first, the one that was triggered by your friendship day post…🤘😀🤘
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How many times have I asked the same question on the last line? Beautiful narration. It is kind of sad, but this is what makes it real, doesn’t it?
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Thank you Markus for stopping by. Indeed, it always has two sides in reality.
Glad you liked it.😊
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Beautifully written, Chetna ❤️
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Thanks a lot Shweta.
How are you?
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